Head out of the Clouds....finally

After about 4 days of being sick I am finally seeing clearly again. I felt like death for 4 days and tried to ignore it and last night it caught back up with me. However I woke up this morning feeling refreshed and rejuvenated. All the things I have been over analyzing for the past 4 days seem so ridiculous I sat back and laughed at myself this morning. I may have made some situations a little weird and yea that sucks, but the way I see it is if you are going to hold it against me for me being weird, well then Fuck you! It was a great time last week over the holidays catching up with an old friend, but things made a turn and not much has been said since then. Either way, waking up this morning, I am no longer going to worry about it, no longer am I going to over analyze it, no longer am I going to keep being the person that reaches out first. I am loving my clear head, I think next time I get sick I need to cut my phone off and not call anyone or text anyone and maybe I can avoid situations where VOMIT happens. lol. I'm getting very excited about my Party this weekend. First Tacky Christmas Sweater Party and I'm stoked to get super tacky and have fun with all my friends, some long time friends and other new friends. I'm going to be making some Jello Shots and have some really cool ideas on how to present them. Yes I am Gay , I am excited about Jello Shots, hehe. I will have to post some pictures after this weekend, I hope everyone comes all Tackyed out!