"What if"

Do you ever lie in bed at night and toss and turn and wonder “what if”?
I guess we all wonder “what if”? But recently I was giving advice, hence this is so funny on so many levels. That what if shouldn’t even exist.” What if” … fill in the blank; we could all go on for days, some even years.
The truth is “What if” doesn’t matter because if “what if” mattered then you wouldn’t be where you were today. I stopped asking what if about a year ago and somehow I have found a sense of peace in my life.
“What if”…. Will never exist.
“What if”….will never matter.
“What if”… you stopped thinking about “what if”, you might be surprised at how moving forward is so much easier.
“What if” I hadn’t have done this or “what if” I had done this!? “What if” is just a load of bullshit to keep over analyzers like me and so many more out there up way too much and holding on for way too long. “What if” should be removed from everyone’s vocabulary, because if you hold on to those “What ifs” a little too long something better may just pass you by.