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I haven't really posted anything lately because i feel a little numb at the moment. I feel a little lost and confused. I really have been thinking about joining some type of group that does activities and gets me out there. I'm not saying I need a new group of friends because I love all of my friends dearly but everyone has so much going on that I seem to be the only one that is single, minus one or two of my friends. We are all older now, and I understand we cant all get together all of the time but I find myself not doing anything when Haleigh is gone on the weekends to visit the "other" family. I'm not looking for love, I'm looking for a social group to do things with, try new things out. I need a new venue. I need to put myself out there more. I really want to write, but I don't know where to go with this or where to begin. I have looked into Events in Nashville, but it seems to be more of a dating avenue more than a social gathering the more I look into it. You MUST BE SINGLE to join, what happens if you meet someone? Can you no longer be a member of this group. Just things I have been randomly thinking about. I have more on my mind, but this is it for now. and no i did not proofread this before posting. lol