Monday, June 18, 2012

Saying Goodbye before the other one speaks it....



knowing something is over before that someone tells you is probably one of the hardest things i've ever had to grasp. its like a hurricane, you know its coming just not quite sure when or where it will strike. i know this has played out until the end and i know i can't beg anymore to become of it, so i say my goodbye before you can say it first. if i write it out before you officially tell me then maybe that goodbye will not be so hard. maybe it will make your goodbye bittersweet and maybe i won't cry.
so as i sit here on my patio with a glass of wine and my laptop, i'm saying goodbye to you. goodbye to the memories that we created and goodbye to something i shared with you that i never shared with anyone before. goodbye to someone i grew to love and goodbye to someone i trust. goodbye tonight and pray that i can be strong when you tell me your goodbye this week. . .Goodbye while standing tall and without any tears, Goodbye with a good luck and goodbye with nothing but happy thoughts for you and for her.
Goodbye my sweet summer love. goodbye to someone that was more than just a summer love, goodbye to shitting timing, goodbye to you. goodbye my love nothing more than simply goodbye.

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