Binge / someone told me I deserved better- yet better hasn't came along in 5 years. Someone told me no regrets - yet where are they standing and how are they feeling ?! Finally someone told me to stop and breathe and as hard as it is I'm trying . To breathe, to forget but not. To not feel bad because I know really where your heart belongs but I can't fight this battle - I deserve better - I deserve one that wants to fight for me- take chances- take risks. Someone told me to just let it go- its not the right time - oh how I'm trying but fuck it's so hard when I know how that someone feels about me even of he doesn't have the courage to speak it out loud. So I repeat to myself: don't settle (like him) have no regrets ( yet somehow try to forget all those memories without thinking of one day where I cant reference you)! I deserve better and stop and breathe . When the Time is right I'll get what I deserve ( even if I'm 60+) I don't want to forget yet that's easier said than done- better.... No settling, and breathe ....
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