vomit.

I feel the vomit rise in my throat when I think of not having you, yet having you seems so unreal.
 my heart races when you are near, and my hands sweat like a 13 year old girl that's never been kissed.
Vomit is what rises because i know i created this mess. This is my fault, why did i do this?  why did i get so close? why didn't i stay away?
vomit? maybe that's the answer, maybe I can vomit you away.