How does one honestly know when a good time is? How does one
stop and make the decision if this is a sign or a slight infatuation?
What make any good thing come at a bad time? If it’s a good
thing why is it a bad time? How does one differentiate?
It feels like not many good things happen in my life but
when something good does come along it never seems to work out for me. Whether
its life in general or love…..
Why does it have to be so hard? I know nothing of importance
is easy but damn, why now? Because I’m finally happy with me? I finally know
who I am . . . why why now? Is all I have to ask. . .
Desperately seeking an answer to something I’m sure will not
favor me in the end but I need to know. Am I crazy? Is this stupid? Or is this
real?
It feels real, unlike anything I’ve ever felt before. It
somehow is the best and the worse feeling at the same and I’m lost. . .
I feel like I’m wandering around and don’t know where to go.
Actually I know where I want to go but can’t. Certain factors don’t allow me to
go where my heart desires. . . I’m honestly not sure how much longer I can hold
on…
An independent woman that’s heart is in all the right and
wrong places at the same time…
Defeated….
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