Angry

Angry
When I think of you
Angry
When I yell at you
Angry
When I cry on my knees about you
Angry
That I fell for someone who did not exist
Angry
At the world because of my own damn faults
Angry
At my mother for never caring or showing a drop of sentimental value
Angry
At the mistakes I have made
Angry
At the mistakes I continue to make
Angry
That my life has not gone where I wanted it to go
Angry
When I think of you
Angry
About the person I am
Angry
About the person I will continue to be
Angry
About life
Angry
About you
Angry
About love
Angry
That all I can think of is bashing your head into a wall
Angry
That this thought gives me sense of thrill rushing through my body
Angry
That I'm up and I'm down
Angry
That I'm never constant
Angry
That I cannot love
Angry
At the people I blame for the reasons I cannot love
Angry
More with myself than anyone else
Angry
Is all I have and all I live for
Angry
Keeps me going
Angry keeps me motivated
Angry
Is my energy
Angry
Is my life.