29+ please apply .....

So it's no big secret anymore that I am on dating sites. As I once was ashamed of this let's be honest, how the hell am I suppose to meet a man? The bar? ha yeah right, been there, done that, didn't really turn out the way I thought it would. . . Most of my friends "lets restate" all of my friends are married or seeing someone and all their friends are hitched up too!!!! How is this FAIR??? lol I don't know that I am seeking a serious relationship as I still struggle with the fact that maybe I'm not the type of woman that will ever be in a real relationship, however I am looking to date someone. I don't want to date numerous men, I'd like to find just one person that makes me laugh and I have fun around, whether it be sitting on the couch doing absolutely nothing or going out. I'm not at all high maintenance. Here is my dilemma! I only attract young guys, I mean come the fuck on! If you are 23 or 24 do you seriously think a WOMAN yes I said it WOMAN would want to be with a boy. Being of age to drink does not make you a man. Granted I will say there are some young guys out there that do have their shit together, but really guys? Almost 30 with an almost 10 year old daughter. Do you really want to go there? I'm trying not to be judgemental but I mean for crying out loud are there no men my age that are decent that would like to date me? Why does every 20-25 year old seem so interested in a WOMAN with a kid that does not party on the weekends? I'm not going to be your Sugar Momma and I'm not going to be an easy piece of ASS. It seems that the younger guys seem more opt to date a woman that has a child than a guy my own age, Why is this? Is it that the younger generation is use to young girls being knocked up and having kids early?? I just can't seem to wrap my head around it. So here is me screaming! YOUNGINGS leave me the FUCK alone! It would be different if I looked their age but honestly I look my age, I look about 30 and I definitely do not act like 20s. I'm in bed by 9 every night. Exciting huh?!