A little bit of me.. (unedited of course)

I know that I may not be a size two or even a girl with big tits but I do promise you one thing I am a girl with a big personality. Even though you may be as fine as an abercombie model your IQ and profession have not have me impressed. Although at times I do get a bit sidetracked with your killer abs, perfect jaw line and the size of your arms when I really take a moment to think about it, I'm really just too good for you. I am more than an image, I represent an image for women who take a stand on being loud and opinionated yet still somehow managing to be attractive at the same time. I'm ok with just me, flat chest and big ass and a mouth like a sailor. I laugh at myself and have a blast with people that I can actually be myself around. Ones where I don't have to have a drink before being me and constantly smiling throughout the night. I told a close friend tonight that all I really want to do is to have one column in one tiny magazine. I hated to say as cliche as it sounds I want to be like a Carrie from Sex and the City. The experiences I encounter and the pleasures I endure should not be held secret, but open to the public. But the question is how? How do I become the columnist that didn't go to school for journalism or ever really take any journalism classes. I guess for now I"ll just keep dreaming one day someone is going to read this fucking UNEDITED blog and be like "she is fucking real and amazing" but until then I will continue to do as I do and work on the career that I have and always hold on to the one I secretly want to desperately bad :)